When I was a young girl, I would not walk. I thought, why walk when you can run there? An hour took forever, a day dragged on and on. Even summer always seemed to last too long. But now that I'm grown , it's the days that run away. I walk at a leisurely pace. And the people I've known mostly haven't stayed Or when we pass in the street, we don't smile, we don't speak.
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I just watched the last three episodes of One Tree Hill Season 5. AS ALWAYS-OTH makes my world stop. It just is magic for me. But I've got to say, some parts were dragging. You just like want to jump into the scene and like scream at the characters face- HEY WTH, WAKE UP! YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT FOR LIKE FOREVER! WHY AREN'T YOU DOING ANYTHING??! Sorry, I really get carried away.
One Tree Hill makes me believe in love and all it's wonders. The Nathan-Haley love story is the fairytale I'd like to be in.
3 minutes after finishing the last episode- I was like "WHAT THE? TORTUREEE" I CAN'T WAIT FOR SEASON 6!!!!!
AND AS ALWAYS- GREAT SOUNDTRACK.
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My days are filled with mistakes Some that I didn’t make I carry them around Some people don’t feel a thing Some kind of blissful dream Wish I could live that now oh I wish I could live that now
Too early to say that I have indeed changed for the better.
Even though I slept late last night because of blogging, I managed to wake up by 6:00am to cook breakfast for my sister. Yes, I'm actually being her mom while I still can. Cooked Torta, serverd rice, orange juice, prepared her baon-OH HA! Mamang Mama!
I was supposed to go back to sleep but I reminded myself- no slacking! no slacking! SOoo, I took a bath to awaken my senses. Since then, until 3 in the afternoon I did all my chores and I mean ALL my chores. From watering the plants, to arranging my drawers, to vacuuming the whole entire house- I did every little thing on my 17 item to do list for today! OH HA! :)
I feel so much better. I realized how relieved I felt after crushing out the last thing on my list with much spare time to watch TV without the guilt.
Day 3 will be on Monday- my parents are here on weekends so I couldn't possibly call it self control- it would be more like they're watching so I have no choice kind of decision making.
Hearing the happiness from my mother's voice was enough gratification for me :)
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-DINNA GONZALES [2008] while watering the dried out backyard. :)
I have approximately 14minutes to finish this post, 10 days before school and 1 day before my parents come home.
Last Monday I got a whole lot of sermon since I left the house all messed up for the nth time. The internet was left on, the windows were open, my tried on clothes all over my bed, etc....- not really ideal things an 18 year old should forget. Since I still have a little more than a week before school, I am now SERIOUSLY taking action. I hate it when I make my parents mad and now I SERIOUSLY hope I will succeed. So, I have a seven day parole to prove how much I could change not only for my family, but of course for myself.
DAY 1
I had a long list of chores. I was off to a good start- - I cooked breakfast for my sister at 6am. (+3) - I went back to sleep and got up by 9. - Had Oatmeal for breakfast (yey) (+2) - Immediately washed the dishes then went to take a bath.(+1) So I decided to turn on my computer, often times a bad idea.(-3)
Well, well, it was. I started syncing photos to my ipod- we all know what happens next. Really, once you pop, you can't stop. More Like, once I pop, I can't stop.
12:30 Still not eating lunch- Still on the computer. (-2) My mom called me and reminded me of what I was supposed to be doing. I got scolded again, which really depressed me. I got angry with myself but I still continued completing the album artwork for my ipod. If only I could ask Santa for self control. I'd give up 5years of gifts under the tree- really.
It went on for hours. (-3) 5:00pm Mom called again. She was in a good mood. She was asking how I was and I was completely confused, then again it made me happy. I got determined so, I went to do some of the chores again.
-Threw away all the junk food which I no longer wanted (+1) -Placed all our stuff toys in a bag and kept it in the closet (+1) -Hid away our belen (+1)
I lost focus and I went off to customize my ipod. All these themes, and icons and pretty buttons- so many choices... I looked at the clock- 8:00pm (-3) My sister arrives from work by 8:10, uhoh. Hurriedly, I warmed the food and arranged the table. .. Sister arrives, only to find out that there was no ICECOLD water because I forgot to put the water bottle back in the refrigerator. My sister had to "talk"with me again.
Then It hit me... again..
I realized how tiring it was to get scolded over and over. It must feel worse to be the one who has to remind like every other hour or so. I really do not mean to hurt my family, so I am now determined more than ever to become a better person. STOP THE CYCLE!STOP THE CYCLE!STOP THE CYCLE!
So, I go superwoman! -Arranged the shelves in the kitchen and placed sticky mats on them.(+2) -Washed the dishes in record time.(+1) -Pushed out the trash.(+1)
Even though we slept late the night before, we woke up early the next day to make breakfast for our dad! :) After atending mass, we ate at Pinoy Bistro to celebrate Father's Day! Happy Fathers Day to my dad. I could never ask for more from a dad cause you truly are the best for me! :) Love you PA! :)
